be happy & smile :)

need you now.

“part of me aches at the thought of her being so close yet so untouchable, but her story and mine are different now. it wasn’t easy for me to accept this simple truth, because there was a time when our stories were the same, but that was six years and two lifetimes ago.” - Dear John

November rain

on premier Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn pt.2 @ LA.

jacobblack :3

safe heaven

blue moon :o

hello.

it’s been 18th days that you were far away from my life.

how are you ? .. :)

since you were gone, i  have a lot of story to tell but i can’t .

i have through many ways and everyday, i used to tell you everything .. do you remember? :D

about my recent activity about my annoying boss about my parents, my silly friends ..

almost anything ..

until .. i don’t know with who i will tell my story again ..

since we’re apart, there’s so much feeling that i even can not understand

i wanna tell you  but i cant ..

you have a free life without me „

you have a new life without me ..

and i shouldn’t bother you, am i right ?

then, all i can think about is,

why you have to broke my heart after you putting back the pieces of my heart?

why? :o 

even the second chance .. you didn’t give it.

everybody deserve a second chance.

you said, you wanna fight for me, in fact you just leave ..

you said, with all your heart you will love me, in fact you tired ..

i’m tired too, but i stay. different with you.

you said that you wont make me cry,

so, did you close your eyes when you do this to me?

or maybe you and i are not destined to be in a beautiful story ..

do not deny it because it will be worthless

just like walking on broken glass, every step we will reap only real injury ..

so, stop and reflect on it all for awhile ..

there is no point to force this situation, ima thinking ..

this will only make you miserable and i suffer ..

then, maybe this is the reason why we just give up

isn’t it since the beginning of everything is obvious ?

happy ending was not ours, huh ?

then, from now i’ll convince myself that i’m strong enough without you

realize that i don’t need you like you don’t need me either.

and just like dear john movie, “No matter how many years go by, I know one thing to be as true as ever was, I’ll see you soon then.”

:’)

-31102012

believe me, i’m no romantic, and while i’ve heard all about love at first sight, i’ve never believed in it, and i still don’t. but even so, there was something there, something recognizably real, and i couldn’t look away.

even you may hurt what you have to deal with :):

:’{

.. but ..

cheer up :)